Au Revoir Sunshine

if only there was no if

could you imagine how does it feel to spend a special moment with a perfect design of the finnest female homo-sapiens that you secretly admired? speechless!

“if only we realized our feelings earlier”, she said.

2004

so i lost her.

i thought i would never she her again until she asked me to meet her at a certain place.

after the office hour i went directly to the place she mentioned. i bought a flower excitedly, a piece of red rose. i put it safely in my leather courier bag.

i saw hope..

so i sat there waiting for her presence. my heart was beating so fast.

faces passed by and time flew so fast.

and after 3 hours of waiting, i knew she’d never come.

i went home. i brought the flower along.

until now, i still keep it.

and she has already had 2 children as the dried flower is already dead..